EZ dating. Not!

At 36 I thought dating should already be easy. Have dinner. Coffee. Chitchat about life. If both of you are interested, you go out again. If not you can be friends. It's easy! ... Until you fall in love..

These are the times when you start realizing that the pasts are still haunting you. It is sad. Because no matter what you do, no matter how much you try, the fear of hurting again overcomes the giddy feelings of love. The past experiences takes away the daydreams. The scars immediately bring you back to ground level.

Have to let go and be ready again for pain. Because, love can be the greatest feeling of all and ironically, it can equally hurt or more.

Have to tell myself to let go. Let go. Let go.